i think it's time...

....to begin saving for my laptop that i so dearly want.

so i decided i wanted to do journalism and public relations.

the workshop at hofstra today brought on a lot of insight.

but yeah, school is alright, junior year is a pain in the ass.

work is alright, i need to save my money for that laptop.

three things on my wishlist:

1. laptop

2. new camera

3. messenger bag

Laptop being the priority. I figured ill have one by january if i really spend like none of my money. Anyways, I'm currently reading Eclipse, the third book of the Twilight Saga. Pretty good pretty good. It really explains alot more about the other characters so you get to know them individually a lot better. Crap, my birthdays coming up. Seventeen, wooh, big hoorah. Seriously im so ready for college, i hate high school. It's so shitty honestly. I'm ready, bring on the challenge.

So i love how our economy is in the craphole and is going down the drain. Honestly, this country is turning into a joke. For all those people who believe that when Obama is in office our country is going to do a 360 right away are really putting themselves up for the let down. No doubt about it there will be change, both positive and negative. By all mean, im all for the hope. Keep the hope alive and what not. But it's going to take A LOT of time before this country begins to flourish positively and bring about the change that we so desperatly need. But hey, that's just my opinion.

Currently Listenin to:

Sound of pulling heaven down by Blue October

holy cow

i havent updated in forever. I rarely have time to anymore though, ive been so busy. sigh, idk everythings pretty okay i guess...but something feels so out of place lately..like i feel so out of my element sometimes. whatever.....im tryna convice mami and the pops to let me get a bottom monroe or nose ring for xmas...doubt it though -_-.

rockkk withhh barakkk.

obama '08 baby

!im leaving on a jetplane & i dont kno when im comin back

SO. i just came back from the sushi restaurant for baby brothers bday nah meanss... mmm it was good =] he's 14 now...damn time.. flies...im gonna be 17..sari 16 and normas getting married.....holy shit man we're getting old. When they told me time flies in highschool and you dont even notice it, i really was like "yeah yeah yeah" but damn...junior year now.. seems like just yesterday i was a freshman lmaooo oh well. whatever what are you gonna do?





im waiting for 3;00 to come around so i can hop into the car and head for the airport.. im gonnna go see my sister and my babies yay =] while im over there tho i deff gotta work on my articles.. sigh...that damn sara palin is driving me nutss. sigh anyways...im excited to go see my nieces and nephew. omg their so big now...let's see what magical adventures sydney, alejandro, and victoria have in store for me this time. lmao.






i need a job. badly...but to make mommy happy im gonna wait for my grades to come in to show her my grades are goood enough for me to get a job. which im sorry but that shouldnt even be questioned because im practically a geniuss eeek xD. yaahhdigggsss?
so for halloween i wanna be a cow..or spiderman..or idk something cooll..cause idk but the sexy skimpy costumes jst bore me nowadays.

alright i gotta peacee out to the airport.

o n e L O V E.

so, i gotta get up early tomorrow and go running. game vs. freeport on sunday. blah how i hate that team...Anyhow, i started wacthing the Presidential debate, and its funny how mccain and obama were asked what changes they would make for the economy of the country when they became president and neither or them could answer the question lmao. They kept rambling about what they thought was important, now i can somewhat see what they were tryna say and maybe why they thought it could have been a good answer, but it wasnt. They weren't answering the question at all. So idk, i just found that funny. On other news, it's disgusting outside. It's so rainy and gloomy and its days like this that kill my mood and make me not even want to get out of bed. It better not rain tomorrow or sunday. And the best part is in school when i have to go to the other buildings and freaking cross the street in the rain...eugh most stupid thing ever. yay my cousin just signed on. finally, i get to talk to him and find out what's been going on in honduras while im not there haha, eugh i wish i was there =[

Let's just be. Baby, lets just be. Ain't gonna be no runaround in these streets, just my babe and me. Doin' whatever babe, let's just be...

peaceeeee☮

-_-

im exhuasted.
&& confused -_-
love sucks.

screw english.

i hate english class.
and i hate this damn paper i have to do.
mad sucky eeeeeeeew=x

words words words

Currently listening to: Lullaby - Justin Nozuka




I'm so tired -_-. Last night krissi, sandra, and i could not fall asleep cause of how hard we were laughing. i swear those two are nuts.

We went to a college expo today, and like mad weird? but it hasnt hit me yet that we're going to college after next year let it alone has it hit me that we're juniors...SAT's are coming up...oh sheeeet....od overwhelming. I don't even know what i wanna do honestly. But i shouldn't stress it right? i meansss i got time. like honestly, 4reel there are so many things i can do im sure i'll be fine. Jst gotta keep my head on straight and concentrate on schoool....speaking of which, im deff not going tmrw. There is just no way in hell im gonna be able to read that stupid book and do that paper for Peduto for wensday...Damn English class...but oh well, ill jst stay home tmrw and read and start on that paper...yeah okay, let's see how that goes. Winters coming, it's gettin pretty cold out. It was somewhat warm today, but it's getting pretty chilly out, thank god. Im ready for winter. Winter means Halloween, Thanksgiving (mmmmm ;D), !XMAS!, and my birthday (car and license) mad illl. Deadasss im hoping my mom lets me go to pa with crash...yeah please, i need a vaca.